I have to wonder about the influence of the media as a whole on who we’re attracted to.  I mean, if Victoria’s Secret wasn’t bombarding me with images of Candice Swanepoel would I be as attracted to her?  I mean, obviously it is going to have some effect, if she was a shop keeper in Johannesburg I probably wouldn’t be posting her here because I wouldn’t know she exists.  And I have mentioned in general I don’t find myself dwelling on models but she is one of the exceptions to that, so I find her attractive.  But she is one of the most frequent postings here and not coincidentally as a model she is also someone who very frequently has pictures surface online.  You know, is Kate Upton so popular because Kate Upton embodies some sort of platonic ideal of bouncy 20 year old beauty or is Kate Upton so popular because everyone keeps saying how hot she is?  I guess the answer in many cases would be a little of both and also we have no way of knowing.  We all want to be special snowflakes but sometimes it doesn’t work out.  I think then your only choice is to embrace it.  Yeah, a million catalogs go out a month with like 50 pictures of Candice Swanepoel, she is all over the internet, people know who she is, so I am not alone and liking her doesn’t make me special.  But it’s ok, the simple truth is still that she is very beautiful, if how beautiful I find her has been influenced that’s ok, because now I do find her that beautiful.  And so today I want to fuck Candice Swanepoel.