Guys, I am pretty much obsessed with Charli XCX at this point.  Yes, I am aware pretty much obsessed is an inherent contradiction, it’s like being kinda pregnant, you can’t be, you are or you are not.  But she has me discombobulated. As I am prone to do in these times I am of course over thinking things as I try to put my finger on just what it is about her that is so appealing.  It’s really hard to define sometimes.  I mean, sometimes it’s obvious but sometimes something about a girl.. just clicks.  I think it might be her confidence.  Or maybe self assurance is the word.  It’s interesting.  She has like… the experience of someone who has worked for years but doesn’t really have the baggage or reality altering experience of child stardom like other people her age have who have been performing as long as her.  So she has the confidence of someone who knows their shit but also the humility of someone who readily admits she is still searching and learning.  It’s a charming combination.  It also helps that she is massively talented.  Sometimes I do find myself wondering why she isn’t massively more famous given a bunch of songs people have loved over the past couple of years basically are her fault.  Maybe that’s part of it, too.  Or maybe I have no clue and am babbling.  She is just amazingly interesting to me though and I can’t seem to stop thinking about her.  I hope no one minds especially cause she’s going to be on SNL this week so don’t be stunned if you see her again soon.  Today I want to fuck Charli XCX.