I kind of keep a mental list in my head at all time of my current top 5.  Well, not all times, that makes me sound obsessive or something.  Rather, if you were to ask me I could probably quickly rattle them off and it is something I think about sometimes.  Mainly I think about it in relation to how it has changed over time.  It tends to be a mercurial thing by nature, I mean, it’s not like I just rotate 5 girls out here again and again, but I do find it is often pretty consistently the same handful of people for a stretch.  The fact that I even think about this is no doubt why I have this tumblr.  Anyway, what is interesting is how some mainstays will fall away.  A year ago Blake Lively was pretty consistently there, a year before that she was there but consistently behind Leighton Meester. Now?  I certainly wouldn’t turn her down but I don’t think about her very often, thus she has fallen to the wayside.  It’s strange really, how we get bored with celebrities.  I guess it’s the superficial nature of things.  When I was a kid I had plenty of toys and most toys bore you after a while because there is no real connection there.  Except Fluffy, my Teddy Bear.  He was pretty much my best friend and I never got bored of him.  He still sits on a shelf in my closet.  Because I loved him.  I guess celebrities are a lot like shiny toys, we rarely create any real connection with them, at least not a reciprocal one, and so our attention falls to someone else.  It’s why the biggest stars of 2005 are also-rans now.  It’s not them, it’s us.  But you know, sometimes you can remember why because the truth is Blake Lively hasn’t gotten less hot.  I just think about her less.  I don’t have a larger point here, sometimes I just ramble about whatever is on my mind.  Today this was on my mind.  Today Blake Lively is on my mind.  Today I want to fuck Blake Lively.