So I watched the Oranges just like.. well not too long ago.   It wasn’t bad.  The point is the whole reason it was even on my radar was because of Leighton Meester.  I feel like.. lonely for her?  Except that isn’t really right.  Nostalgic for the intensity in which I was attracted to her, perhaps.  There was a point where I was really into Gossip Girl (because it was no joke amazing at one point) and she was the best actress on the show playing my favorite character and always gorgeous.  So I was just way into her.  Then the show wasn’t as good and now it is long over and even before that it might as well have been over because I didn’t care a lot… and I just don’t see or think of Leighton Meester very often.  And I wanted to just see her in something.  Because she is talented and gorgeous and I almost feel like she is being left behind.  I don’t know, maybe she has stardom in her future.  Maybe she doesn’t and doing smaller movies will satisfy her.  I hope so.  The thing is she is truly beautiful and… well, I like nostalgia sometimes, just like anyone else, even if that nostalgia is just for the way things were in 2010.  What I am saying is I like thinking about that and I like thinking about how today I want to fuck Leighton Meester.