I think at our core a lot of humanity is just about wanting to be loved.  Or at least have someone care.  Care that we’re here, to make us feel like maybe we matter a little.  I know we spend a lot of time shouting into the darkness just to prove we exist, we want some validation for that.  All of us do sometimes.  It is why we start blogs, so we can put a piece of ourself out there and hope someone notices.  Look, I don’t even care about notes except that sometimes I do.  When a post gets no notes I don’t mind, when it gets a lot of notes I get excited though.  It is nice, it feels like you did something that mattered to someone.  I started this blog on a boring afternoon last spring because I was alone in my apartment with no plans and my main social outlet was stuck in Canada.  None of my friends were free and I was essentially house bound.  So I felt compelled to do this.  It became way more popular than I would have guessed because… well, it’s me discussing my libido.  Today is my 500th entry and I won’t lie and say it’s a coincidence Kristen Bell is here.  She’s here because I knew this date was coming and it is impossible to separate that in my head so by the time I hit the shower this morning she was on my mind because she just felt so right.  In 2004 I was in a brand new city and stuck in a shitty relationship.  Or maybe I was out of a shitty relationship.  It was one of those were we broke up and made up and were incredibly toxic to each other and it just makes everything miserable.  I found Veronica Mars at this point and it made me feel better for at least an hour at a time.  Good art does that, true beauty can help you overcome a lot and truly great art will change the way you see things.  It’s probably why I am celebrity obsessed because the artists are the ones who create the art and the ability to make magic in someone else’s life is amazing and amazingly attractive.  Kristen Bell is beautiful and she is also amazingly talented.  She is charming and witty and funny and just fantastic.  And she holds a special place in my heart because she was on my favorite show at a time I really needed a favorite show.  So it makes sense she’s here today because today I want to fuck Kristen Bell.