So Bella Thorne was at a premier for a movie and she looked really good. This makes me very happy. It’s a silly bellwether, if someone looks good on the red carpet but it happens with me. I worry about child stars. We all do. But in this case I don’t mean int he sense of going wild, though yeah that still happens but thankfully I can’t think of any truly devastated lives of late, thank god. Not in the end of life sort of way at least. But being a teenager is hard, being a teenager in the public eye seems like it would be even harder. And you don’t magically have it all together at 20 either, being a 20 something is in a large part figuring out what it means to be an adult and the sort of person you are going to be. It’s less blatant than it is at 16 but it still involves trying on a lot of different things to see which fits. I am embarrassed by a lot of things 20 year old me did, I am glad it isn’t seen by the entire internet and then nitpicked. So I worry about child stars and in Bella Thrones case some of the red carpet stuff and some of the other stuff has me concerned sometimes. Again, not for end of life but for someone who is struggling. Maybe I am wrong but you know, it seems stressful to have people camping out by your car to snap pictures of you when you get back from a hike with a friend. People following you to document your every step. I think acting out can be a natural reaction and not even a conscious one. So red carpet fashion is a strange way to look at this sort of thing but when she wears something that I like and that I feel like in 5 years she won’t wince… that feels good? Maybe I am wrong. I am probably wrong. I should have just written I liked her dress and her hair and makeup this time. Oh well, maybe one day I’ll outgrow being too verbose. Today I want to fuck Bella Thorne.